This blog has been a basic and grim reminder of how much another person can use, abuse, and rip your entire being apart.
But no more.
I'm done waiting. I'm done being blamed. I'm done beating myself up over something that was never meant to be.
Because true love means not giving up on one another. It means being good to the other person despite being together or not.
I got none of that.
And I deserve a hell of a lot more than I've been given.
So fuck everyone that never cared about me.
Because I may hate myself at times, but I'll always be better than any girl that comes his way.
It’s always my fault.
I’m the piece of shit.
I always have to apologize.
I’ll never win.
I can never win.
I give up.